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I Prayed for a Healing. I Got Two Words Instead.
August 26, 2026
Here is my story.
In December 2021 I woke at 3:30 in the morning and felt prompted to read the book of Revelation. That began a study that has not stopped since.
A year later I was seriously ill with a heart condition called bigeminy. I could not walk to the mailbox without stopping. I could not climb a flight of stairs in under a minute. On the night of November 28, 2022, I woke at four in the morning in the middle of an attack, fell out of bed, got to my knees, and prayed harder than I have ever prayed in my life. (Note: in the video I have the incorrect date of Nov 22, 2022).
What came was not what I asked for. It was two words. I did not see anything and I did not hear anything. I simply knew them, more certainly than if they had been spelled out in front of me in neon.
I stood up and said out loud, "What? What does Donald Trump have anything to do with Revelation chapter 12?"
There was no answer. But my heart had stopped pounding, my chest had loosened, and I was breathing normally for the first time in months.
I asked five times for permission to talk about it. Five times the answer was no. So for two years I studied and said nothing only mentioning to a few friends.
On December 23, 2024, that changed.
In this episode I tell all of it. The four months of the hardest and best work of my life, dictating at 3:30 every morning. The day in January 2025 when I jumped back from my scripture table and said out loud to an empty room, "I can't publish that!" Why I called my stake president that same day, and exactly what he told me. And February 9, 2026, when I finally understood what the twelfth chapter of Revelation is actually about, and why that turned an interesting study into a rescue mission.
I never saw a vision regarding anything related to writing this book. I never saw an angel. I never had a near-death experience. What happened to me was different, and this is the whole story.
CHAPTERS
- 00:24
- Why I was reading Revelation at 3:30 in the morning
- 01:21
- The heart condition and the night I could not breathe
- 03:55
- Two words, and no explanation
- 04:51
- Five requests, five refusals, two years of silence
- 06:29
- December 23, 2024
- 07:25
- Four months of dictation
- 08:34
- The morning I said I cannot publish that
- 09:58
- Why I called my stake president
- 13:32
- Why this became a rescue mission
- 13:48
- Isaiah 52 and the marred servant
THE BOOK
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